Monday, 10 May 2021

Permanent Transistor

All of my life and all of my days
I am the light and dying of the days
I am resistor. Permanent transistor
The unrelenting face and object of the system

Mary J Blige - Family Affairs
Slipknot - Killpop

Friday, 15 January 2021

Feeding Of The Empty

Heartache lies in store for the oppressed
Lighting pathways to the enemy
Drawing near

Holding hope in the fight that I will fight
Save my anger till the time is right
Have no fear
I am with you

Losing blood
In a war which has no meaning
Breaking bones
That I know will never heal

And as my life it flash before my eyes
I realise that it was meant to be

Cause the memories I hold
Of the time that I was free
Have all but vanished
In the feeding of the empty

And all the reasons I held
And I everything I used to live right through this shit
Have all but vanished
In the feeding of the empty

And this pain I have won't subside in a heart like mine

Cause the memories I hold
Of the time that I was free
Have all but vanished
In the feeding of the empty

And all the reasons I held
And I everything I used to live right through this shit
Have all but vanished
In the feeding of
The feeding of the empty

Won't somebody help me please

Hold On To Tomorrow

If I only could
I would like to take you back in time
into this life of mine 

I'd show you all the things I'd done and seen
You might understand why I'm so sad
And why I live so bad 

But to give you up
And not to have you back
Is worse for me

Hold on to tomorrow
Love will set you free
It's all a game of give and take
Your hand in destiny
If you hold on to tomorrow
Love will be your guide my friend

Hold onto tomorrow
Cause today is gonna end

I've been here before
It's like I'm looking out someone elses door
I don't know what's in store

And if I'm to change my mind for just a little while
I might see that it is not so bad
I wouldn't be so sad

But to give you up
And not to have you back
Is worse for me

Hold on to tomorrow
Love will set you free
It's all a game of give and take
Your hand in destiny
If you hold on to tomorrow
Love will be your guide my friend

Hold onto tomorrow
Cause today is gonna end

Even though I'm sleeping soundly
I hear every word you're saying
I'm 'bout a second 'way
I will be there

Holding on to everything I once believed
It's all for me
It's all for me

Even though I'm losing patience
And I'm about to lose my mind
I'm gonna love you till the end of time
And to give you up is more than I'm prepared to do

Even though I'm losing patience
And I'm about to lose my mind
I'm gonna love you till the end of time
And to give you up, is more than I'm prepared to do

Hold on to tomorrow
Love will set you free
It's all a game of give and take
Your hand in destiny
If you hold on to tomorrow
Love will be your guide my friend

Hold onto tomorrow
Cause today is gonna end